rolebreaker | CONTENT WARNINGS I GUESS?

WEEWOO WEEWOO THIS IS ME COMMUNICATING BECAUSE NOW ERASMUS IS GOING TO A SEX GAME

please be warned/communicated at, that this OC of mine has a whole lot of bad brain issues and is VERY bad at intimacy to the point that it may or may not make the other party (you) uncomfortable so please be aware of the following possible issues that may arise when tagging with/attempting to be intimate with this man.

erasmus has a very strong adverse reaction to outside stimuli, this is especially related to touch and sound
- being overloaded with said stimuli can possibly cause his reactions to slow, can cause headaches and auditory problems, and/or cause him to dissociate or react in anger/violently
- because of this he has a tendency to avoid talking with people when it isn't strictly necessary
- more than that he avoids allowing other people to touch him at all costs
- THIS IS MY MAIN REASON FOR MAKING THIS PAGE, because i do not want someone to feel bad or uncomfortable if they try to get intimate with him and he reacts badly! This is how he is, it's not you it's him.
he has a very negative relationship with himself as a person/the concept of personhood
- his entire goal in his 'canon' is to be a tool/serve a higher power and then disappear/die
- for this reason he is very distant with people and will purposefully try to cut off any semblance of a relationship with others
- he will also sometimes act like someone completely different than himself if he thinks it will aid in distancing himself
- he will also just purposefully set fire to his own relationships
- he will also purposefully erase his own memories if given the chance
- he will also literally set fire to your house
- sorry sophie (x2)
he just seriously wants someone or something to control him though
- that's an in of some kind trust me
- please take that in
- please just let him stop thinking--

HEY MOELLE IF THIS GUY IS SO BAD AT PERSON-ING AND INTIMACY WHY ARE YOU APPING HIM TO A SEX/VIOLENCE GAME?

it's because I want to play with his bad personing/intimacy problems. i want to put him in situations that are uncomfortable for him, i want to make him suffer, i want to fuck him up. i am making my intentions VERY CLEAR because there's a lot of things about him that can make threads turn very DUBCON/NONCON very fast. i don't want to force that on anyone!! but if that's not something you want to play with, especially as an instigator, maybe steer clear from anything intimate!

that being said he is VERY suited for violence/fighting if you're interested in that, and otherwise you can always try to poke him gently and try to become his friend in a more respectful-of-his-boundaries kind of way too. people have had success with that kind of thing in the past, and i always welcome that kind of CR with my badbrain characters.

if you have any questions/concerns/want CR with him or anything in spite of (or because of) this list of bullshit, feel free to contact me on discord @moelle#9197 or just plurk me if you've got my plurk you know who you are